"When I love you,
I really fucking love you.
There are no in betweens.
I don’t know what grey is.
My love is black and white."

(My love is true)

"Be with her because you actually want to be with her, because you actually see a potential future with her, not because you are used to being with her, not because you’re scared of the thought that being without them will ruin you. The point of being in a relationship is to enjoy each other’s company, is to be there to support each other when they need it most. No one person, defines who you are. They only compliment you."

Marvin King (via perfect)

The Upcoming Election From My Specs

I realised that I haven’t shared my thought on politics these past few years but the election is coming up in 2 days and although I may have limited knowledge on several subjects that I’m about the share, I still feel the need to get this off my chest. When the presidential candidates was first announced, I was almost 100% sure that Jokowi would win the election. I thought, who would not want him to be our president? And who would be crazy enough to want Prabowo to be our president? Sadly, from what I observed these past few days, Prabowo’s supporters is getting stronger and some them are people I know if not close to my heart (Though I really wish I’ve just been observing the wrong crowds and Jokowi is still favored to win)

Ideally, I respect difference. I’ve been trying to accept that people have different preferences and perhaps that’s why they pick Prabowo but really why??? 

Tentang kasus penculikan tahun 98, saya ga ingin suudzon. Beliau mengatakan bahwa bukan dia yang menginisiasikan penculikan tersebut. Ya mungkin saja benar tapi kalau memang benar kenapa beliau tidak berani untuk datang ke panggilan-panggilan pengadilan selama ini? Even if its not him, he still owe the family of those killed, still missing or who was kidnapped the truth. What I’m trying to say is, if he really is a decent person his supporters think he is, he would have the guts to speak up on what really happened. Beliau mengeluh-eluhkan nasionalisme, pendukungnya memujanya karena nasionalismenya. Yang saya pertanyakan, korban-korban ini adalah rakyat Indonesia yang waktu kejadian membela kepentingan negara kita. Apakah seorang nasionalis akan terdiam saja dan tidak memperjuangkan keadilan untuk korban-korban tersebut? Is this the kind of leader you want for our country?

Beberapa hari yang lalu saya menonton sebuah video singkat mengenai mengapa Jokowi-JK?  Salah satu pendukungnya mengatakan, “Saya mendukung Pak Jokowi bukan hanya karena Pak Jokowinya tapi karena orang-orang disekitarnya dan dibelakangnya adalah orang-orang yang saya tau BERSIH, BARU dan BENAR-BENAR BEKERJA” (http://youtu.be/LzRxPNqvn8k) I couldn’t phrase it better myself. Saya memang tidak bisa mejamin Pak Jokowi tidak pernah dan tidak akan korupsi sepeser rupiah pun tapi apakah pendukung Prabowo bisa? Terutama orang-orang dibelakang Prabowo yang sudah jelas-jelas sudah ‘tersandung’. Tidak usah jauh-jauh, wakil dan pendukung terdekatnya saja sudah diketahui publik sering main kotor. Tidak habis pikir kenapa masih banyak rakyat Indonesia ku tercinta masih ingin memilih Prabowo sebagai Presiden kita.

Untuk orang-orang yang ogah memilih Jokowi karena ia tidak bisa menepati janjinya untuk menjadi Gubernur Jakarta, seberapa besar perubahan yang anda kira bisa beliau lakukan hanya dengan menjabat sebagai Gubernur? Dengan menjadi Presiden kita, Jokowi dapat lebih banyak melakukan perubahan if not greater changes. Maka ini yang saya ingin tanyakan, apakah anda ogah memilih karena ia tidak menepati janjinya atau karena dalam lubuk hati terdalam anda takut akan perubahan yang baik untuk Indonesia negara kita tercinta?

Yang menyangkut dibenak saya beberapa hari ini adalah, kenapa Prabowo? Saya menanyakan ini kepada beberapa teman saya dan jawaban mereka membuat saya tercengang. Tidak sedikit yang mengatakan kepada saya kira-kira seperti ini bunyinya, “Gila kalo Jokowi menang kita bisa susah woi dia kan pro rakyat banget” dan saya yakin pemikiran seperti ini bukannya jarang. Ga habis pikir… Apakah negara kita sudah se-terpuruk ini dibutakan oleh ambisi dan ketamakan? Sedih rasanya melihat orang-orang yang mendukung Prabowo hanya untuk kepentingan sendiri dan tidak memikirkan nasib bangsa kita yang sudah sangat membutuhkan reformasi yang positif. Saya hanya berharap bahwa saudara-saudara sesama rakyat Indonesia saya tidak mendukung Prabowo karena alasan-alasan egois seperti ini. 

Bukalah matamu dan yakinkan pilihanmu untuk tanggal 9 nanti karena siapapun yang menang nanti akan menjadi pemimpin bangsa kita untuk 5 tahun kedepan.

#Salam2Jari

A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you anyway 👭❤️ (at UNION)

A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you anyway 👭❤️ (at UNION)

Life update: Life as a med student

Does anyone I know still use tumblr? Nevertheless I randomly misses tumblr and decided to write a post.

Well, right now my life is pretty much monotonous. Been very busy with uni life because I have exams every 2 weeks or so and classes start at 8AM and end at 3PM everyday. So yeah my life is pretty much packed with uni. And this isn’t about to end for at least another 4 years. By the time people start making money or start getting married I’ll still won’t have a degree. But that’s okay. I guess. Well, people ask me if I regret my decision to take medicine and to be honest, there are times when I do regret but not because I don’t like medicine but just because this is taking forever, the exams just keep on coming and with such short winter and summer breaks.

Sometimes it’s just depressing when my friends come home for the summer/winter from abroad and I can’t hangout with them because I still have classes and exams. I think med school will be much more bearable if we have more free time on weekdays because for me, the packed schedule on weekdays are very energy-draining that even when I have a free weekend, I’m almost always too tired to go out. 

But all in all, I am still very thankful that I got accepted in med school and I actually do enjoy med school when I like what I’m studying (e.g. right now I’m on cardiovascular module and I actually enjoy it). So here’s to the next 4 exhausting-yet-remarkable years

What’s up, Tumblr!

It’s been a while since I opened tumblr. Feeling down and have nowhere to go bcs I’ve whined too much lately and I don’t want to annoy people. Here’s the deal, in the beginning I hated the idea of being in a long distance relationship. The time difference, the distance and so much other cons - I just don’t think I can handle it. The thing is, I love my boyfriend so much that breaking up seems muchmuchmuch more unbearable than being in a LDR. So I went for it. And I’m happy that we’re still together, still loving each other with all the love we can possibly give. And most of the time, he makes it so easy for me, he makes me smile and laugh and sometimes cry but he makes me feel like we can do this. But some days, like today, is just so hard. Sometimes its just because of the small things, something that may had been alright if we’re not so far apart. Some days make me wonder if we can do this. Some days I just miss him so much my heart hurts - I miss his smile, I miss his smell, I miss his fat tummy, firm hands, his tender lips, I miss how his disapproving looks when I tell unfunny jokes and smile afterwards, I miss the way he holds my hand, I miss leaning on his shoulder - I miss him so much, I miss us together, I just miss everything about him and us. Everything is so much easier when he’s around. Some days, like today, I miss him so much it breaks my heart…

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